Fall and Coffee

Hmm, Falls right back around the corner. I love fall. I love getting to wear boots. I love the temperature. I love candy apples, exspecially blue ones. I'm from GA, but you Carolina people definately know what I'm talking about. I'm talking about them Carolina Blue Candy Apples, they are the best. No. I'm not a traitor to GA, but I love blue candy apples. I love going to the fair. I love Halloween. I love baking. This is the best time of year to do it, well besides Winter. I love Thanksgiving and spending time with my family. We have a lot of birthdays in my family around this time of year, so I get to spend alot of time with family. Theres nothing I love more.

Well on to the topic of this post...It's that time of year again for coffee and Starbucks, Joe Muggs, and Dunkin Donuts.



I love to try new things every time I go. So tell me what is your favorite thing to get when you go to these places?

Christmas Giveaway

I love Christmas so much. Sadly it's only fall, but that doesn't mean we can't start planning. Anyways I found this adorable Christmas blog through another friendly blogger and guess what, she is giving away $100.00 worth of ornaments. I'm so happy. Anyways go here: http://grammyababychangeseverything.blogspot.com/2009/09/trees-trees-and-more-trees-and-another.html
and please tell her I sent you.


(oh yeah and sorry its been so long since I've linked to a website that I forgot exactly how to do it. I should be ashamed of myself :P)

P.U.S.H.

When knocked down on your knees, remember you are in the perfect position to pray! This is what I keep telling my myself, along with P.U.S.H. (Pray until something happens).

As if times weren't hard enough for my family already, we got more bad news this week. On Monday my sister went to the doctor. A while back I told y'all about a doctors visit she went to and the doctor calling her back due to some strange abnormalities with her blood. Apparently all of her blood levels were messed up along. Well she was late, so she decided to go to the doctor Monday. The test came back negative, but they yet again did tests on her blood levels. On Tuesday she recieved a call back to the doctor from the doctor himself. The doctor is 99% positive she has Leukemia. He said her blood levels had tripled since the last visit, not even a month ago. SO in 3 weeks, she will have more tests done to give us a final answer on the Leukemia. All we can do is pray.

Also on Monday my dad finally went to the doctor for his throat. He chokes everytime he eats. Theres so many foods he will no longer eat, because he chokes and gets sick. He will be having an endoscopy done next Friday and we will hopefully get an answer to his problems. But I pray its nothing unfixxable.

Also Tuesday, my Grandaddy is having his surgery for his blockage.

So all I can say at this time is that I'm scared, worried, and full of prayers.

yet again I'm asking why us

Why do things have to get awful before they can ge better? I just dontunderstand. My life was going pretty good besides a few minor issues, but then things had to fall downhill. No, they did not slip, they FELL!!!!!
I found out last week that my grandaddy has a blockage in his leg to his heart. He kept telling the doctors and they wouldnt listen. They finally found it and he is one of these men that loves to walk and goes to the flea market every Saturday and the doctor said walking could cause him to have a heart attack. Its hard on him I'm sure and he's very hard-headed(it's where I get it from). He has to go to the surgeon Tuesday to set up an appointment for the surgery. Please keep him in your prayers.
As if that wasn't enough for my mom by itself, my brother left for Iraq Friday again, only this time he left on bad terms. You see my sister wrecked her car about a year ago and she has my old car now, but she has to carry her kids a 6 hour distance to meet their dad sometimes and that car wont make it, so she's been using my brothers car. Well he go mad because there was a cigerette hole in the seat and hid the car an keys before he left, not to mention the caris in my parents name and being paid for by my parents. He also emailed my mom Thursday during the day and said "to hell with her", in those exact words.He left Friday with no goodbye phone call or anything. What do we do? How do I comfort my mom in a timelike this? I just dont know what to do!

bags and umbrellas

I am in need of some help..haha..no not that kind..lol. I need either a cute small bookbag or a cute computer bag for a reasonable price. Does anyone have any suggestions of where I can find any cute, cheap ones? Also I want a cute small umbrella because I dont feel like getting soaked again going to class and freezing the whole time. Any suggestions would be greatly appreciated!!!

It a comeback!

So how's everyone been doing? Yes, I do mean for you to actually answer me. I miss everyone. Things are finally getting back on track. I'm in college and currently trying to find a job. Everythings going really good, so I want to know how everyone else is. Hopefully this is my big comeback to blogger life :)

Scared to grow up!

The title says it all, I am SCARED! I am so scared of the life that is in front of me. I'm scared to grow up. I'm scared to have to do things on my own. I don't know how I will make it.

I start classes Friday and I'm not ready. I have these last few days of summer and then comes reality. What does my future hold for me? Oh the possibilities.

I know I'm stressing for nothing, but I'm one of those girls who doesn't do well with change. How am I going to survive?