Well, there's a first time for everything I guess. Don't ask me why I'm posting this, I guess I just have to get this off my chest. It's seriously bothering me. Anyways I mentioned in one of the previously posts about how those USC girls were always trying to break my boyfriend and me up. Well I recieved a message today after accepting a friends request on myspace yesterday after I had deleted this same girl a few months back because of all the drama her friends were causing trying to steal my ex-bf. Well in this message, out of the blue, she asks me to be her "lover". What the crap? I date guys. I have nothing against people who do date the same sex, but that's just not for me. Anyways I politely told her that I was straight and hoped that we could still remain friends, though after what they put me through I could really care less if we did, I'm just not mean like that. J-boy (I need a better name for him as well as a better name for my blog, I hate the name of my blog..RANDOM)told me that she had turned bi but I didnt think anthing about it when she added me as a friend. Anyways I thought I would share my little adventure of the night and I hope I didnt offend anyone with this post. If I did, I am truely sorry and I apologize.
Saturday, February 28, 2009
Ultrasound tech or Passionate baker??
Okay I need help here. I am at a hold up. I have always wanted to be a doctor, but I know I can't not with all my medical problems. So I have pretty much settled on being an ultrasound technician because in some way I still wanted to work with kids. Then on the other hand I have a passion for baking and cooking and my mom and friends thing I should go into catering or cake baking or something along those lines and I think that would be fun also. I know so many of you hold so many different jobs, so can ya'll please give me some advice on what ya'll think I should do.
Friday, February 27, 2009
Got the kiddos and I'm home!!
I'm back home. Yay. I had some Olive Garden today, yummy, but it made my tummy swell and hurt all the way home and now I'm miserable and look and feel like I'm about 5 months pregnant. It hurts. My sister didnt look so let go for once. She had her hair done, along with her nails. She had on make-up and nice clothes and not hoochie-mama clothes, haha, and she has been getting her teeth fixxed which she had neglected before and had turned black and broke and stuff and they are starting to look really nice. The dentist said when she is finished you wont be able to tell her teeth were ever like that and they are already looking pretty darn good. The kids were happy to see us. They are playing their hearts out right now instead of sleeping, lol. Oh, ut have I picked up on these attitudes my sister said I'm going to have to get them out of in the next five days. She says this because she knows I can do it..lol. They have picked up on the rolling eyes and telling people what they are and what they are not going to do. I doubt I can fix that in five days but I can try. lol. I dont want to be mean to them and I will not in the five days they are here, well that is unless they slurr off at me like my nephew did today at the store telling me he did not have to listen to me..lol. You should have seen the fire in me..lol
Anyways, I'm going to try to read and rest some to ease my tummy off. I hate being a sickling all the time.
Thursday, February 26, 2009
Can't wait to see my babies!!!
I can't wait until tomorrow. My mom and I are meeting my sister in Augusta to pick up my niece and nephew for a week, well five days. She has to work the weekend and has nobody to keep them and she has to be in Albany for some legal matters Tuesday anyways so we were like we might as well just keep them until then and be done with it. We miss them anyways seeing as how we have raised them all their lives up until Christmas. It's been hard, but I've picked up crafting and blogging to keep my mind off of it. I'm so used to having a 9 and 8 year old around and dropping everything at 2:30 to go pick them up from school, that these past few months have been so odd having nothing to do at 2:30 and nobody to spend my days with. I'm lonely. TEAR!!..lol
Well I wont be lonely for a few days because I'll have my babies back..lol..too bad they aint babies anymore. I have been searching for pics to put up in the graduation display thing for class day and I have came across pics of the kids growing up and it has brought me to tears at how much we have come through.
Ok I prob just confused everybody. I am a senior, in highschool. I am on homebound because I cant function at school because my tummy swells and does crazy things. Anyways I had to grow up fast because my sister got married at 16 due to the fact she was an out of control teen and threatened my mom and everything. At 20 she divorced because the guy beat her. She got two beautiful kids out of it, but after that she wanted her teenage years back. I've always been more mature than what I am. For instance, my moms my best friend and I would rather shop with her than go to the movies with a pile of people. Thats just not me. I've never been a wild child either. Anyways, I raised my nephew who is 8 from the day he came home from the hospital. Swapping shifts with my mom waking up and feeding him, giving her breaks. I can remember staying up New Years night with him while everyone else slept because I knew they needed it after everything they went through. One thing about it, I will be a good mom one day when I have kids.
Anyways on another note, I will be eating my favorite resturaunt tomorrow..can you guess it?? OLIVE GARDEN!!! Can't Wait!! We dont have one around here, so I have to go out of town to get some..lol
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
Love him or let him go???
OMG!!What do I do? I dont know! I really don't. I love him. I really do. Do I want to make a mistake? NO! Where am I going with this? CHICAS I NEED ADVICE!!!!!!!
Mmkay so if you have been reading my blog from the beginning, you know I have had quite a few troubles with guys. Haha I've had the USC (as in Gamecock) guys and I've had the UNC ( as in Tarheel) guys!!! HELP!!! I'm a GA girl and I live in GA!!! lol..I'm a bulldog born and bread...Mmkay but that has nothing at all to do with this.
I guess I should start from the begging. I dated this guy Robert for almost a year and a half who went to USC, his mama didn't like me, and we had girls trying to break us apart. He supposedly loved me but because of the distance didnt know how to tell them to leave them alone so he studied with them and ate with them and went to movies with them and so on. Well his mom got in a car wreck and he lost his scholarship and had to go to work. During this time this girl, who's name will remain unknown decided to go behind his back with his mama and have his internet turned off and the long distance taken off the plan. She weaseled her way into the pick and his mom pushed her right on in on him. Well when summer was over and he went back to school he wanted to pick up the way things were and I was like you know ok and I did and then I found out that he had some medical problems his freshman year of college and they had flaired up. He ended up going into the assisted living home because he could not type, he did not remember much, and he was pretty much crazy. During this time I was told that his mother was not really his mother but was his aunt and his mom had actually died while he was in the hospital his freshman year. If that is true I do not know but I know I can not face him ever again to tell him that, because he honestly believes that woman is his mom. Anyways from the very beginning of mine and his relationship his roomate and me had a connection. I always passed his roomate off. Even when another one of his friends wanted to date me and even stood me up when he was supposed to meet me twice I still refused to date his roomate, though honestly and truthfully I knew there was a lot there and I knew I loved his roomate. Well his roomate had to swap schools and go to UNC because out of state tuition went up and his parents couldnt pay it any longer and I was supposed to meet him in January. Unfortunately, if you go back to the first pages of my blog you will see a video and some blogs about a bunch of drama involving a scam artist, well my brother was dating a girl who happened to be scamming us and over 250 other people. We went up there the weekend after she went to jail to help finish packing the rest of my brothers and sisters stuff up out of the house they were living in with the girl and he had planned on coming to visit me. I was so tired of being stood up. He promised me he was coming. Well in the middle of the night that Friday night I get a text telling me that he didnt think it was a good idea if he came because he might get in the middle of it and also it was supposed to snow. Yes, It was supposed to snow, but he claimed he wanted to see me SOOO bad. Well. I just never said anything back to him and that same weekend is the weekend I met the other guy who became my stalker..lol. Well J has came back in my life begging me to take him back. He says he loves me with all his heart and will do anything to keep me. I can tell he really wants me back by the way he was talking and all, but should I give him a second chance? I mean I love him, but is it worth it.
I kinda look at it this way, he is the only one from USC out of 6 of them that is left in my life and he has been there from day one and never really left, except for a couple of weeks, and he has always begged me to let him be my man, so should I let him be my man? Should I give him that chance? Is there a reason he keeps coming back? Ok I'm gonna stop now..lol..but honestly somethings there and I just need to know what to do with it.
Drew and Ashley: Secret Shopper Giveaway
You should go enter this great giveaway. I cant wait to see what she secretly puts together to give the winner. Go here, Drew and Ashley: Secret Shopper Giveaway and check it out!!!
So my birthday is ON Easter this year!!! yay!!
All these dresses are 19.99 at Kohls. I so want them.
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
Anniversary Dinner Update!!!
So dinner didnt go so bad!! Daddy behaved himself though he talked a lot about work, but overall it was an enjoyable dinner. Sadly the medicine I'm on has caused my tast buds to be retarded so my coke tasted like sugared fizzy water and everything tasted REALLY salty. Also I had a Dr's appointment today with the Obgyn..grr..he decided to take me off my pills to see if that might bring my hormone levels down some and make these headaches decrease some. He said he knew that it would probable cause me lots of pains due to the endometreosis but we would deal with that with pain medicine when the time came. Lord help me. I have a road of pain ahead of me. I remember those days before the pills, staying in bed curled up with heat pads to my stomach crying in pain and throwing up. Oh that was awful. I'm not looking forward to this. Anyways thats the news for tonight!!!
Happy not so Anniversary parents!!!
I think I understand why I am so picky about the guys I choose to date. It's because as much as I love my Daddy, I don't want a man like my Daddy. The things he does to my mom is just completely rude. I mean how many of you women DID NOT recieve anything from your husband for valentines? My mom hasn't recieved anything from him in years. She gets him stuff and I get him stuff and she recieves Nothing. How wrong is that? Christmas...He doesn't buy her anything. He comes home and sits in his one chair and exspects her to wait on him hand and foot. She will fix his plate and take it to him and then in return he will leave it sitting there until she comes back and gets it. He's never home. He works all the time. The only time he comes home is late at night to eat. He then eats and lays down on the couch and goes to sleep. Yep, they dont even sleep in the same bed. They have been married for almost 30 years today in fact ( i'm not sure the actual year, but heck this could be there big 30 year wedding anniversary today for all I know). They put in I was going to eat with them. We are going to a nice resturaunt and my daddy comes home and sits down and says wheres your mama at? I'm going like this and I was like what your in your work clothes, but oh well I'm just another woman whos talk goes through one of his ears and out his other. I dont see how my mother deals with being married to him. I know she is going to be very discouraged when she gets home because she is dressed up and he is a maintenance man and is going out to eat in his dirty work clothes. What the crap? Oh well..there's nothing more I can do. He is so rude. Am I wrong for not wanting to marry a man like him?? I mean am I awful for thinking these things about my daddy?? Its just with my brother and sister he was home all the time and then something went bad after I was born and now he's never home and he claims the bed hurts his back so he sleeps on the couch. I know theres more to it. I mean I'm not stupid. I just dont see how she does it. Plus he used to never cuss and now he works with these guys that ever word that comes out of there mouth is a cuss word and he has picked up on this and its awful. I cringe when I hear my daddy cuss cause its something I'm not used to.
Anyways, am I wrong for feeling bad for my Mama and not wanting to marry a guy that treats me like he has treated my Mama?? I feel bad for feeling that way, but I do.
*Well an update..my mama just got home and put him in his place and told him he WOULD change or they would be going NO where and would be eating sandwiches tonight and he hates to eat sandwiches, so he is currently changing.
cant touch this..lol
copy to your own post, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag some people. use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. they have to be real . . . nothing made up! if the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. you cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question. have fun!
1. What is your name: carie
2. A four Letter Word: care
3. A boy's Name: cameron
4. A girl's Name: chloe
5. An occupation: caterer
6. A color: choral
7. Something you wear:chlothes
i'm not sure where 8 went...
9. A food: corn
10. Something found in the bathroom: candle
11. A place: Caribbean
12. A reason for being late: caught( by the police)
13. Something you shout: coward!
14. A movie title: Calendar Girls
15. Something you drink: cranberry juice
16. A musical group: Carrie Underwood
17. An animal:cat
18. A street name: corn st.
19. A type of car: cougar
20. The title of a song: cant touch this
Monday, February 23, 2009
You can call me the pregnancy Phsycic
SO I guess it's true. I do have good pregnancy radar. When I was growing up my cousins would come in and I could tell right away they were going to tell us they were pregnant, I was always right. Well 2 weekends ago we had another one of those Sunday lunch birthday parties at Grandma's(I said it like that because we have lunch parties at my grandmas often because we have so many people in my family..we are always having parties) and one of my cousins is already pregnant with her 3rd child, with her first two I could tell right away when she was going to tell us she was pregnant, the last one came as a shocker though I knew she wanted more. She's had a tough time with this last pregnancy and this will probably be her last though she originally said she wanted two, she has hinted that her husband and her have fought about it because he didnt want any more after the first two. Anyways thats another subject. Also one of my cousins wife's came in one day and she wasnt really showing any signs of being pregnant but I had a feeling and she contacted me on myspace and was asking me questions and I confronted her about it and she took a test and sure enough she was pregnant. Well at the party my recently married cousin(well they got married in September) had a look about her that gave me yet again that pregnant vibe and I told my mom that I thought she was pregnant just like I had thought those others were. Well she went on to say well surely if she was she would have told everybody before she left. Well this weekend when my grandparents came down for their weekly visit, my Grandma said something about my cousin not wanting to go back to school right now, but waiting a few years. I went on to tell her that she had a nice job right now and had already got a degree. She probably wanted to start a family and then go back to school. She said that was probably right and then I was like "I believe she is already pregnant Grandma. I felt that she was the other day" and my Grandma said the same thing "but why wouldnt she have told us?" Well i just got a call from my cousins Mama because come to find out my cousin did not know. I knew before she knew. She took a test yesterday and went to the doctor today and she is 5 weeks and like 3 days. They were all suprised that I already knew and everybody was calling me trying to figure out how I knew before she even knew. I honestly dont know. It's just something I do. It's pretty neat though going places and being able to tell when people are and are not pregnant. I would have been a darn good Obgyn..lol
guys suck!!!
Grr. I'm so mad. I just found out that the guy I posted about talking to previously has found him another girl. We have been talking for about 3 weeks and last week, I was all caught up with the stuff with my brother and being sick that we didnt talk as much as I would have liked to talk to him. Well I got on myspace and realized he had moved me off his top friends and put another girl in my spot. Then I read his away message thingy and it said I'm so happy with her and I was like what? how could I not know about this. So I sent him a message which he never replied to, but he got on yahoo messenger a few minutes ago and this is how our convo went...
me: hey..are you mad at me?
him: no why would you say that
me: idk because I've not been talking to you that much for like the past week
him: its cool. i have also been really busy. i have been having to work for a long time all the time. so yeah i havent been able to call you at all
me: i thought you broke your ribs and couldnt work
him: well i did and i cant do pt. but i can work. i have been doing alot off paperwork which really sucks. i usually havent been getting off until like 9 pm since i broke my ribs
me: i sowwy
so who is this girl your profile is talking about in your away message thingy
him: you mena my gf?
me: i guess..didnt know you had one, but i guess you do
him: yeah i have had one for like 2 weeks now. but what about her
?
me: haha you told me you didnt
him: well we met like 2 weeks ago and we started talking and decided that we want to date. so i guess we havent been dating for 2 weeks but thats when i met her
me: mmkay well...then
him: yeah
?
me: hmm i dont know what to say..sorry
him: its cool. so are we still friends
me: idk
him: well do you even want to be friends?
me: yeh i wanted to be friends but you made me start liking you and now i like you and i dont know if i can just be your friend
im upset..sorry..you just had me thinking a whole different thing than what you are telling me now and it kinda hurts but o well
him: i am sorry about that. i mean thats not what i intended to do but i mean if you cant be friends then i dont know what to say. i mean that i would like to be friends with you. you are a cool person but if you cant be friends with me then i dont know what to tell you
i can see why you are mad but i dont understand why you are being like that. you never even told me that you like me, so i dont know wha tot say
me: i can be friends with you its just going to be hard because u had me wanting to be more than friends with our long phone conversation and all the things you said and stuff but o well.. ill get over it
umm you were planning on coming to see me and stuff and i was going to let you and you didnt think i liked you????
him: but i have to go for a awhile because i have staff duty for 24 hours again so i wll be on later at like 5 my time or so. so i will send you a message when i get on
me: k
I mean what the crap???? lol
I hate guys!!!!!!!!!lol
Sunday, February 22, 2009
One of my favs.
This was my 17th birthday! I had a tea party..lol.. I'm a classy girl, what can I say. Anyways this is one of my fav pics because it shows the old model in me *tear* I miss my modeling days.
Anyways, Jeannie over at Jeannie's Happy World is having a picture contest for her blogiversary, go join for a cute prize!!!
More to add to that glamorous list
Check out these cute craft bags from Walmart. I want, I want, I want...lol
13.00
17.88
24.86Saturday, February 21, 2009
A lil something to get my mind off things!
Check this out!!!
The blue one:
http://www.cbslimited.com/prom-dresses/detail_prom_tiffany_designs-1691032
I happened to have brought it today to go to my Senior prom!! yay..I'm actually going to go. If I cant go to school, then I should atleast go to my prom.
I also got the cutest gold shoes and earrings to match it.
Update on my brother
Thanks everyone for keeping my brother in your prayers. We got a call around 3 from him today. He said he really needed the stuff as fast as we could get it there. My mom started to talk about calling cards and not being able to find any listing that he can talk to her from Iraq and he proceeded to say " Mom, I am not in Iraq, my base has been shut down. I can't tell you where I'm at, but if you watch the news and see where those 17,000 troops were sent, thats where I'm at." He sounded really sad. This kind of stuff bothers me a lot because his first day at basic training he stepped off the bus and the sergeant or whatever he was hit him over the back and messed his back up really bad. They would not let him contact us for weeks, because they were scared he would tell. They kept it under wraps and had him treated there on base. As far as we know, that sergeant lost his job, but I still don't like the way they went about things. Anyways I went off on a tangent, sorry. I just thought I would inform everybody of the new news and when I get more I will tell you more. Thanks for being here for me right now. I really appreciate it and the prayers.
Friday, February 20, 2009
Worried...
I am not having the best of days. I am very worried about my brother. He tried to call my Mom earlier while we were at lunch, but she had left her phone at work. When she got back she found 3 missed calls. Keep in mind my brother is in Iraq and doesnt get to call often. Well tonight we got an email saying that he needed his cantene(I think thats the word) and his belt that "the shit is about to go down"(those were his words not mine). He said that was all he could tell us and oh my goodness my Mom flipped out. I tried to be strong for her but all she could think was what is going down? What is fixxing to happen to my son? I'm so worried about it right now and have to get it off my chest because I cant let her know. Everybody please pray for my brother and all others over there right now and ones to be going over there. Also another friend of mine was supposed to come home today from Iraq for 2 weeks but I havent heard from him, so I'm not sure he got to take his 2 week leave. I am so worried. Please pray and cheer me up!!
Hmm.My bday needs to hurry up and get here..lol
All this stuff is too cute and I'm adding it to my wishlist..lol
It's all from www.polkadotsandwhatnots.com
22.50
18.00
15.00
Zebra Print Tote 30.00La di da
1. Started your own blog
2. Slept under the stars
3. Played in a band
4. Visited Hawaii
5. Watched a meteor shower
6. Given more than you can afford to charity
7. Been to Disneyland or world!!
8. Climbed a mountain
9. Held a praying mantis
10. Sang a solo
11. Bungee jumped
12. Visited Paris
13. Watched a lightning storm at sea
14. Taught yourself an art from scratch
15. Adopted a child
16. Had food poisoning
17. Walked to the top of the Statue of Liberty
18. Grown your own vegetables
19. Seen the Mona Lisa in France
20. Slept on an overnight train
21. Had a pillow fight
22. Hitch hiked
23. Taken a sick day when you’re not ill
24. Built a snow fort
25. Held a lamb
26. Gone skinny dipping
27. Run a Marathon
28. Ridden in a gondola in Venice
29. Seen a total eclipse
30. Watched a sunrise or sunset
31. Hit a home run
32. Been on a cruise
33. Seen Niagara Falls in person
34. Visited the birthplace of your ancestors
35. Seen an Amish community
36. Taught yourself a new language
37. Had enough money to be truly satisfied
38. Seen the Leaning Tower of Pisa in person
39. Gone rock climbing
40. Seen Michelangelo’s David
41. Sung karaoke
42. Seen Old Faithful geyser erupt
43. Bought a stranger a meal at a restaurant
44. Visited Africa
45. Walked on a beach by moonlight
46. Been transported in an ambulance
47. Had your portrait painted
48. Gone deep sea fishing
49. Seen the Sistine Chapel in person
50. Been to the top of the Eiffel Tower in Paris
51. Gone scuba diving or snorkeling
52. Kissed in the rain
53. Played in the mud
54. Gone to a drive-in theater
55. Been in a movie
56. Visited the Great Wall of China
57. Started a business
58. Taken a martial arts class
59. Visited Russia
60. Served at a soup kitchen
61. Sold Girl Scout Cookies
62. Gone whale watching
63. Got flowers for no reason
64. Donated blood, platelets or plasma
65. Gone sky diving
66. Visited a Nazi Concentration Camp
67. Bounced a check
68. Flown in a helicopter
69. Saved a favorite childhood toy
70. Visited the Lincoln Memorial
71. Eaten Caviar
72. Pieced a quilt
73. Stood in Times Square
74. Toured the Everglades
75. Been fired from a job
76. Seen the Changing of the Guards in London
77. Broken a bone(way too many)
78. Been on a speeding motorcycle
79. Seen the Grand Canyon in person
80. Published a book
81. Visited the Vatican
82. Bought a brand new car
83. Walked in Jerusalem
84. Had your picture in the newspaper
85. Kissed a stranger at midnight on New Year's Eve
86. Visited the White House
87. Killed and prepared an animal for eating (fish)
88. Had chickenpox
89. Saved someone’s life
90. Sat on a jury
91. Met someone famous
92. Joined a book club
93. Lost a loved one :(
94. Had a baby
95. Seen the Alamo in person
96. Swam in the Great Salt Lake
97. Been involved in a law suit
98. Owned a cell phone
99. Been stung by a bee
Thursday, February 19, 2009
Creamy Chicken Recipe
I havent given ya'll a recipe in a while now so here is one that I fixxed tonight.
Creamy Chicken
Boneless chicken breast(however many you need or want that can fit into the crock pot)
1-2 cans cream of chicken soup (if your doing more than 3-4 then I would use two)
Frozen corn
Potatoes(depends on how many people you are serving, I usually do one per person)
Put the cream of chicken soup in the crock pot and mix wit h1/2 can of water for 1 can of soup or 1 can of water for 2 cans of soup. Let the chicken and soup cook on low for several hours. About 2 hours before you want to have dinner, put the potatoes and corn in and cook on high.
Most people usually put it over rice. I have not tried it that way, but I have heard it's good. Idk.
This is me and I have been tagged..lol
This just so happens to be my brothers race car. 3rd in Ford Nationals one year, the next he was in first place, had one race left and got called to duty by the Air Force and had to drive off the track so either way he was first or second but he had to give that up. My whole family are big Mustang racers, so yeah, I gotta love them..lolWednesday, February 18, 2009
hmm butts and M&Ms
Oh my goodness..today has been a day. I sat for 3 hours at my neurologists office waiting to see the doctor. Halfway through waiting to be called back I get up to put a magazine back and my mom says I had some how or another sat on an M&M and had it squished on my butt..lol
So I had to go the rest of the day trying to keep my shirt down long enough to cover up the spot..lol
Anyways not much happened today so thats pretty much all I have to share..tear*
Oh and Starbucks was packed with kids because school was out today so yeah I didnt get any Starbucks....
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
pay it forward
The first 3 people to leave a comment on this post will receive a handmade gift from me during this year. When and what will be a surprise!
There's a small catch though....Post this same thing on yourblog and then come back and leave a comment telling meyou're in. Remember, only the first 3 comments receive the gift.*Don't forget to post this on your blog firstthen come back and leave a comment*
Ranting
There's been a little something that has been seriously bothering me. I have discovered that I am jealous of my best friend. She gets to live the life that I can't. She claims her life is so hard, but honestly she isn't very considerate of others. She doesnt think before she says stuff. She rubs her grades and her awards all in my face. I mean she physically will tell you that she is better than everybody else. I used to shove the stuff she said off and not let it bother me, but when she told me the other night that the seniors and her had gone out for the senior breakfast and she knew I wanted to be involved in the senior activities though I couldnt be at school for my senior year but was still taking classes through the school at home, it pissed me off. She knew I had been asking and talking about it and instead she brings it up in a totally different conversation and this is her words " Oh I stuffed myself so much Friday it was rediculous" and I was like where and how and she says" Oh we had our senior breakfast Friday at Cracker Barrel and it was so yUMMy." Oh I was mad because she knows how all this has been bothering me. Honestly friends dont usually do people like that. I have literally gotten where I would rather spend Saturdays shopping with my mom rather than doing anything with her because she is always rubbing something in my face or telling me I am wrong. I dont know when she got to where she thinks her poop doesnt stink but honestly I'm tired of it. She only wants to hang out when she needs a ride. Thats like a few weeks ago she told me that her friend Eric and her were going to the mall and she was like you can go if you want. Well I told her no the day of becuase my mom had other plans for me and I get this mean message from her friend talking bout "why you doing somehting like that. you were our ride and now we have no way of getting where we are going." What he didnt know was that I didnt know I was their ride. I was never told that. So I confronted him through a comment on myspace where both him and her could read and I said look next time yall plan on going somewhere how bout you make sure the person driving you knows because I was not told I was taking yall. I was actually invited along after yall had made those plans, so whats the deal. That shut him up. I mean how rediculous do some people get. I've kept my distance because of this reason and tried to keep peace. I will continue to do so but it's just aggrivating knowing what she does to me. Do yall think I'm wrong for thinking all this about her or what?
Monday, February 16, 2009
Oh how I love shoes and bright colors..lol
Target 19.99
I love peace signs..but i have wanted one of these things for the longest and still have not gotten one..grrr
and this bra from victoria secret looks really comfy
Target for 27.99
Target for 24.99
target for 32.99
target for 24.99
Target for 24.99Interview time!!!
Thanks Margarita Monologues for this interview!!!
1. Where is your favorite vacation spot?
I love to spend time at Lake Eufalea. I love to go tubing and sometimes fishing and oh if we stay at the house over there we have this really steap path we have to climb to get from the house to the lake or to the boat and OMG I mean it is steap. My daddy is supposed to be building his friend a house over there starting when it warms up some and we will be spending a lot of our time over there so maybe I can lose a lot of this weight. Oh and also keep in mind nobody but the people staying with us can actually see us in our bathing suits so I mean its great. I'm a whitey and not the skinniest person in the world so I dont have very good self confidence.
2. What famous person would you most like to meet?
Chad Michael Murray...he is sooo hot and most def. my celebrity crush. I would give up anything to meet him..lol
3. What is your dream job?
My dream job is being an Obgyn but my hands tremble and have gotten extremely bad at it and well now I had to give up that dream, so I'm hoping to become and ultrasound sonographer because I really want to work in this field somewhere. I also wouldnt mind being a NICU nurse.
4. Where do you hope to be in 10 years?
I hope to be married and with a few little kids running around :)
5. What is the most exciting/meaningful present you have ever received and/or given?
hmm I guess I would have to say the Valentines present I got from Richard Saturday though it didnt mean as much to me as he wanted it to. I know that sounds bad, but he was sending it as a gift to win me back and i didnt want it because I knew there was no chance of winning me back. I told him that but I still felt bad about recieving the gifts from him.
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Sunday, February 15, 2009
The ramblings of me
Guess what? It finally clicked. He finally left me alone. I'm so happy and so scared of guys right now. I seriously dont want another guy like him.
But then I really want to meet the right guy. My right guy. I want love, but I want real love.
Anyways I'm going to stop rambling about what I want and brag about the fact that I did not recieving any harrassing texts or anything from him today. I am sooo happy about that one. Anyways I dont have much to write on tonight, my day consisted of going out of town to my grandparents for my aunts bday party. I did make the kids a little goody basket with oreo truffles, red velvet cake balls, and sugar cookies with cream cheese icing. You should have seen them with the chocolate all over their faces and Owen who is three shoved three red velvet cake balls from the grownup goody tray into his mouth after he finished eating all of his. It was hilarious. Also Brice who is 6 months has gotten so big and I spent much of my time playing with him. Anyways I guess thats about it for today.
Hmm I have a birthday in a little less than 2 months, any suggestions on the type of party I should have???
Saturday, February 14, 2009
Happy Valentines!!!
Haha, Just friends. Read the card..lol
He went way overboard for just being friends, but I think I got my point across to him today or atleast I hope so.
The roses!!
And look how big this thing is, along with the huge box of chocolates. Yeah I think I might be exspensive, but its not my fault.lol4 am thoughts!!!
Have I met a good guy or is he just one in the same? I finally told the nameless stalker that no matter what we were just friends and nothing was changing that. We were talking about something and he kept on and was like I'm not moving on, I'm going to wait on you as long as I have to and I was like look I've told you over and over again that friends is all that we were. I told him that I felt like I was leading him on because of the way he kept acting though I had made it clear I wanted nothing more than friends. I told him if he didnt want me to have the flowers that they are supposed to be dropping off tomorrow that I would pay him back or whatever I had to do, but he had to get the point. I dont know what else to do. I cant handle him texting me ALL day asking what I'm doing and who I'm with, Everyday. He's not my boyfriend and no guy should even have the right to continuously hound me about these things. Even my family and the people around me have seen how aggravated I am with it. I mean I'm miserable. I can't go shopping, cant eat, nothing in peace and it has to stop. My parents literally stated they were tired of him harrassing me. How bout that? So I'm hoping it will stop after tonight.
Now on to a better topic. I have recently started talking to a really great Army guy with only one problem, he lives completely across the United States from me. We spent like 4 hours on the phone tonight just talking and he says he really likes me and wants to meet me, so idk. Am I wasting my time or is there something there???? Hmmm these thoughts of mine at 4 in the morning..lol
Friday, February 13, 2009
Pink and Green
I guess being sick does have benefits. I decided to paint tonight. Here is what I painted. Its pink and green. Anyways I'm thinking about selling it or something..what do you think?
This sign has peace written in pink on top of a green background, trimmed in pink and green polka dots
P.s. The pic is blurry so yeh sorry and the camera was angled funkily. I need a new camera besides my camera phone.
My exploding head..tears
Ugh..this is me today. My head feels like its going to explode and I cant sleep. I just feel overall icky. I want something to eat, but nothing even sounds good right now, any suggestions??? Grr I hate being sick.
Thursday, February 12, 2009
I want to cry.......
Im going to go insane!!!! Mr. Stalker does not know how to leave me alone. I can't get nothing done during the day because he wont stop texting me. He keeps throwing up in my face that I'm an exspensive friend and I have come so close to telling him to take it and shove it because I told him I didnt want anything to begin with cause he wasn't my bf. I'm getting really pissed. Now he keeps texting me saying "your gonna call me Saturday right?" I dont want to call him. He is so annoying. Somebody help, give me advice. I'm really about to tell him not to send me nothing because I dont want it. I mean seriously if it's more than he should be sending me it's going back anyways.
Can ya'll see what I'm talking bout about how he acts like a girl..take that back..he's worse than a girl. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!
Cute stuff. I want, I want..lol
timer
salt shakers :)
luggage tag
luggage tag
candles
soap
picture frames..Wednesday, February 11, 2009
Hopefully I know my alphabet..lol
A-I'm an AUNT to three beautiful children. Here meet them yourself:
This is Kadance!!!
and this is Logan and Chasity!!!H - Hats...I dont look right in hats..lol
Ethan with my doggy Roscoe.
Jacob. 
and this is Emily or better known as my little Emmy. 
