Can't wait to see my babies!!!

I can't wait until tomorrow. My mom and I are meeting my sister in Augusta to pick up my niece and nephew for a week, well five days. She has to work the weekend and has nobody to keep them and she has to be in Albany for some legal matters Tuesday anyways so we were like we might as well just keep them until then and be done with it. We miss them anyways seeing as how we have raised them all their lives up until Christmas. It's been hard, but I've picked up crafting and blogging to keep my mind off of it. I'm so used to having a 9 and 8 year old around and dropping everything at 2:30 to go pick them up from school, that these past few months have been so odd having nothing to do at 2:30 and nobody to spend my days with. I'm lonely. TEAR!!..lol
Well I wont be lonely for a few days because I'll have my babies back..lol..too bad they aint babies anymore. I have been searching for pics to put up in the graduation display thing for class day and I have came across pics of the kids growing up and it has brought me to tears at how much we have come through.

Ok I prob just confused everybody. I am a senior, in highschool. I am on homebound because I cant function at school because my tummy swells and does crazy things. Anyways I had to grow up fast because my sister got married at 16 due to the fact she was an out of control teen and threatened my mom and everything. At 20 she divorced because the guy beat her. She got two beautiful kids out of it, but after that she wanted her teenage years back. I've always been more mature than what I am. For instance, my moms my best friend and I would rather shop with her than go to the movies with a pile of people. Thats just not me. I've never been a wild child either. Anyways, I raised my nephew who is 8 from the day he came home from the hospital. Swapping shifts with my mom waking up and feeding him, giving her breaks. I can remember staying up New Years night with him while everyone else slept because I knew they needed it after everything they went through. One thing about it, I will be a good mom one day when I have kids.

Anyways on another note, I will be eating my favorite resturaunt tomorrow..can you guess it?? OLIVE GARDEN!!! Can't Wait!! We dont have one around here, so I have to go out of town to get some..lol