Ranting

There's been a little something that has been seriously bothering me. I have discovered that I am jealous of my best friend. She gets to live the life that I can't. She claims her life is so hard, but honestly she isn't very considerate of others. She doesnt think before she says stuff. She rubs her grades and her awards all in my face. I mean she physically will tell you that she is better than everybody else. I used to shove the stuff she said off and not let it bother me, but when she told me the other night that the seniors and her had gone out for the senior breakfast and she knew I wanted to be involved in the senior activities though I couldnt be at school for my senior year but was still taking classes through the school at home, it pissed me off. She knew I had been asking and talking about it and instead she brings it up in a totally different conversation and this is her words " Oh I stuffed myself so much Friday it was rediculous" and I was like where and how and she says" Oh we had our senior breakfast Friday at Cracker Barrel and it was so yUMMy." Oh I was mad because she knows how all this has been bothering me. Honestly friends dont usually do people like that. I have literally gotten where I would rather spend Saturdays shopping with my mom rather than doing anything with her because she is always rubbing something in my face or telling me I am wrong. I dont know when she got to where she thinks her poop doesnt stink but honestly I'm tired of it. She only wants to hang out when she needs a ride. Thats like a few weeks ago she told me that her friend Eric and her were going to the mall and she was like you can go if you want. Well I told her no the day of becuase my mom had other plans for me and I get this mean message from her friend talking bout "why you doing somehting like that. you were our ride and now we have no way of getting where we are going." What he didnt know was that I didnt know I was their ride. I was never told that. So I confronted him through a comment on myspace where both him and her could read and I said look next time yall plan on going somewhere how bout you make sure the person driving you knows because I was not told I was taking yall. I was actually invited along after yall had made those plans, so whats the deal. That shut him up. I mean how rediculous do some people get. I've kept my distance because of this reason and tried to keep peace. I will continue to do so but it's just aggrivating knowing what she does to me. Do yall think I'm wrong for thinking all this about her or what?