The post where Carie goes all boob crazy!!

I don't know if I've ever told you all about my insecurities about my boobs, but here goes nothing.

I started my period at a very younng age. I was only in fourth grade. By the time I started middle school I learned that Ihad crazy bad periods and the doctor found out that I had endometreosis. In order to make my periods fall on weekends so that I could go to school and also to try to keep the pain down some the doctor put me on birth control. I was so young and already having to learn about birth conrol. Throughout middle school and highschool I was on birth control, had a laproscopic surgery to scrape my ovaries and remove scar tissue from endometreosis along with a cyst, and then even was put on Lupron shots (which apparently shut down my ovaries to make it seem like I was going through menopause..crazy). However none of this is supposed to affect the chances of me ever having children and the doctor said he believes that when I get married that I will have no problem getting pregnant. However, all of this took havick on my poor dear boobs. I always knew that I had two different sized boobs and had heard it was normal. I told my mom and family members and was highly worried about it. They said they didn't think I had anything to worry about because most women have two different sized breasts. What nobody noticed, was how different my two different sized breasts are. I thought I was normal as well until one day I went to a different OBGYN and the lady informed me that it was not normal and embarrassed me really bad talking about the different sizes. She embarrassed me so much that I am scared to even wear a bathing suit and I even catch myself checking how they look in the mirror in certain shirts to make sure you can't tell. I however knew that I couln't afford a boob job to fix this, however this morning while watching the Hoda and Kathy Lee show the plastic surgeon said that if a woman did not devolope right throughout puberty and had a noticeable change in breast size then insurance should cover it to get fixxed.

I have no clue whether I should go through with it or look into it..what do you think?

The news today:

I know, I know I have been so MIA!!!

In the past few weeks I haven't had much going on to blog about and I'm sure all of you don't want to hear about my lifeless days with books, studying, eating healthy, working out, no man in my life lifestyle..

Anyways, I have had a bit of drama in my life. So for you people who love hearing about the drama in the life of Carie, here you go, however I promise this whole post is not about that or I hope not.lol

Recently I have had so much friend drama. One is jealous of the other. One doesn't want to hang out if the other one is hanging out. One doesn't care what she says as long as it makes her look good and makes everybody else look bad. Ugh it is getting completely rediculous. One thinks she has to have a man. One won't leave a bad man though she knows he is the wrong man. And me, well I feel like I need to become closer to God, focus more on my school work, and maybe then a guy will fall in place.

Anyways, how do you feel about these things? One night we went out and my friends decided they wanted to see a rated r movie. Well we had my friends two year old little boy with us and I tried to convince everybody not to go, but his mom took him on in like it was nothing. I was so embarrassed. I mean come on now, it was "No Strings Attached" and everyone was talking about us and staring!
Then, Friday night we went out to eat and this same friend ordered a Virgin Strawberry Daiquiri. However, nobody in the resturaunt knew that, so when it arrived the little boy wanted the cherry and the whipped cream off the top and she let him stand up and just lick all of it off the tall drinking glass..Everyone yet again was staring at us talking because they thought it was an alcoholic drink, then she thought it would be funny to provoke them and put two straws in thedrink and take a sip and then hand it to him to take a sip. I turned soo red along with my other friend who was sharing the OMG look with me an trying to hide under the table.
Am I wrong? I know it's none of my business, but I'm the one getting embarrassed in the process!!

Moving on, Today my Mom had surgery to have cancer from her forehead removed. She had a mild version and they had to go in three times to get all of the roots and scraped all the way to the skull every time. She has to leave it open with a bandage over it overnight and then has to go back tomorrow for stitches.She is very sore and weak, but the shaking she was experiencig earlier has subsided. I'm just gad that they got it all because the cancer had spread so muchfrom December when they found it until today when they did the surgery.

On a happier note, I'm excited for Valentines even though I don't have a Valentine because the girls and me will be dining in, swapping presents, watching movies, and playing games. We are having a full course meal (made by the bestie) with yummy desserts (made by me)!! I will be making a white choc. raspberry cheesecake, choc. chip cheesecake, heart shaped brownies, and white choc. covered strawberries. I'm so excited. I also will be picking up some cute things to "Make" their gifts and hope they will like them as much as I like the pic. in my head of them :)

Oh and by the way, my team lost!!! Just thought I would fill y'all in on who I was going for. It however was a good game althought the half time show sucked even though I am a usual fan of the black eyed peas and although Christina messed up the National Anthem I do feel sorry for her because I would have been so nervous too.

Oh and about Mr. Right who is not so much Mr. Right. That same Mr. Right that I've been talking about for the past 3/4ths of a year, well yeah..he's dating a hooters girl and basically I have no chance..So I'm going to let him have that and one day I WILL find my Mr. Right!!!

Well that's pretty much the news in my life!!! How have you all been?

A pile of pics, but you still should look :)

We finally got our pics back from our photo shoot and here you go.

I am obsessed!!!

I am obsessed with lipstick!
I am obsessed with salt shakers!
I am obsessed with shoes!
I am obsessed with coffee cups!
I am obsessed with rings!
I am obsessed with tights!
I am obsessed with word tees (the kin with stuff like fabulous and stuff written on them)!
I am obsessed with fingernail polish!
I am obsessed with headbands!
I am obsessed with workout gear!
I am obsessed with working out!
I am obsessed with water!
I am obsessed with dresses!
I am obsessed with cupcakes!
I am obsessed with bright colors!
I am obsessed!!!

WILW!!!

1. I'm loving that this beautiful lady right here is hosting a fun forever 21 giveaway after buying herself some really cute clothes :)

2. I'm loving that our pics from girls night finally got posted :)










3. I'm loving that I am eating so healhty and working out so well and I can see a change when I look in the mirror, but pictures still don't do anything for me, but I will get there!!

4. I'm loving this yummy stuff:

5. Most of all, I'm glad that God gave me another day to spend with the people I love!

Top 2 Tuesday!!!

I'm not certain, but I believe this is my first time playing along for top 2 Tuesday hosted by The Undomestic Momma

1. Pretzels with Mustard. Pretzels are so yummy and fat free and with mustard they take delicious kind of like the big pretzels you buy at the mall and eat with mustard!! Absolutely delicious!!!

2. This is a yummy recipe I learned and I usually eat it for a light feeling, easy lunch. I used to eat this the unhealthy way with some fritos, but somebody brought it to my attention that it is also good without it.

What you will need:

red beans/kidney beans
diced tomato (optional)
fat free or lite catalina

mix it all together and you have a yummy meal or snack!!!

Weekend recap!!

I don't have any of the pics yet. I realized why I was the one always bringing the camera..I can't not post the pics the day after I take them, but my bestie got a new camera and insisted on us using hers so, no pics until she decides to post them, which could be next year at the rate she posts pics :P I will definately post them as soon as she does.

Anyways, Friday night my brother and his family came in town and picked up his wife's new Lexus that I posted pics of the other day. Then we all went to eat at the unhealthiest place in town. It's a little fish house we have here that has nothing but fried food and shrimp, but it's delcious.

Saturday was filled with lot's of up and downs. I couldn't get my makeup and hair to do right for out pics and then I couldn't figure out what jewelry to wear with my dress because Morgan was calling me saying her car ran hot and she needed me to come get her. This was the same car we were supposed to take out of town Saturday night..eek!! We ended up freezing our booties off to take pics. It was so cold and all of our dresses were strapless and it was outside. It seemed that every other day this week was warm by that time, but nope not the day we decide to take pics.

So I ended up having to drive to go meet everybody for girls night and turned into the DD :( The bestie didn't drink either so that I wasn't alone. We had a great night there and I got to talk to one cute bass guitar player :) However, I did get a ticket on the ride home...GRR!!! I didn't see the speed drop and ended up getting a 72 in a 60..GRRR!!!!

Sunday, I spent the day with my beautiful niece and nephew, but didn't get any pics of them this weekend :(

How was everybody's weekend?