Why are you doing this to me?

I cant handle anymore. Can't yall understand that!!!!!
So my mom is in her room right now sending money to get the girl out of jail because if she doesnt get out tonight she loses her kids. All i've heard all night is my parents fussing. This mess hurts so bad. My dads fussing at my mom and me and right now i just really want out of this house. I want to go on a road trip or something. Clear my head. Idk. I have got to do something. I'm a wreck. And this other drama that was promised not to be caused is not helping me any either. How much can one 17 year old take. I mean seriously.
My brother is also supposed to find out tomorrow whether he gets to stay in the air force or not. What a freaking mess? If love gets you into this kind of mess then im not sure i want love. EVER. Yeah i've had it, but hell i cant take no more of this.
And how bout the stupid police swarmed the car and took her with all the kids right there including my sisters kids that i have raised and they just moved up there this week. Nice way to begin a new life huh?
Mmkay well i'm gonna go cry some more and try to calm myself down. Night