Rest time!

Todays not been such a great day. I mean don't get me wrong, it had some amazing parts, but here is the breakdown of my day:

~ I got to school and realized that I left my cell phone at home.

~ Then during Zumba my ankle started hurting sooo bad. My tendon was acting up. I'm starting to think I have tendinitis because it starts acting up every now and then. Today was a very bad day though.

~ I want to give up sometimes on my grades. I've always been a B type student, so when we are in English class, my bestfriend always gets her paper back with stickers on it and starts saying "hey look I got another sticker", which automatically means she has an A and then I start doubting myself and getting all down because I feel she is better than me. This happens all the time and it sucks.

~ Then my college had this beach party that was really fun. They set up a mechanical bull, a slipping slide, a big blow up thing that you walk or slide through and it has sprinklers, then they had rock climbing, and a bungee jumping thing, they had funnel cakes, icecream, virgin daquiris and other icees, a live band, an actual meal, air brush tattoos, and all kinds of fun things. I went there instead of lunch. It was really fun.

~Then after speech class my bestie and me were supposed to play tennis, but after I got dressed she was like my mom is outside. I was highly annoyed. I guess it's not just that though. Lately she's been acting weird. Idk if it's because she has a bf or what now, but I feel replaced. She hardly replies to my text anymore and the only time we talk is at school. Lately, she just comes to class and eats with us and we dont even play tennis, which was most of our talk time. I don't know. I feel like I'm losing her. She started acting distant before I went to NY when she told me she couldn't go so I'm so confused.

Anyways now I'm just happy that tomorrow is my day off of classes so I can rest :)