Fashion Friday: Mothers day edition

My dad is heading out of town for the weekend to work, so we went ahead and went out to eat tonight for Mother's Day. Here is what we wore:





Dontcha just love my pissed off look!
















My outfit:
shirt-ross $7.99
pants-american eagle (thrifted)
Vera Wang shoes-kohl's $6.99
rings: ebay and thrifted
bracelet and earring: gift from sister from myrtle beach

Mom's outfit:
shirt-ross $7.99
blue jean jacket- ross $12.99
jeans- ross $12.99
shoes- dexter @ payless $14.99
watch- kohls $4.99
diamond earrings- ?????


I just love going out to eat and running into guys from my past. I knew that this guy wored at Outback, but I didn't see him the whole time we was eating. He is the Bartender. But when we was leaving guess who I had to walk right by...hmmm...none other than Mr. lets lead her on and then leave her!! He didn't look at me once, not twice, but he took three looks and then smiled. I was like WTF???? I hope you've grown up in the past 4 years son or else you better just keep on looking. I find it hilarious when you look really good and run into people from your past and they see what they could have had..hmmm. I'm feeling great right now and can't get this song out of my head!!!

It's Friday, I'm in love: a tribute to my mama

My Mama

I love my Mama more than anything in the world.

She is my best friend and I tell her everything. Thats right she has known "everything" that I've ever done or gone through in life.

My Mama always has an answer and always has an ear to listen to me and a shoulder for me to cry on when I need it.

I've only seen my mama cry a few times in my life and those times were deaths and when my brother and sister and me drove her insane. I promise we have put her through more than I think any mother could handle. Put it this way " 2 divorces, my sister got married at 16 after my mom couldnt control her anymore and thought the only way to keep her was to allow her to do it, my brother going over seas often, raising grandkids and then having them leave all of a sudden after nine years(but it was for the best so that they could start a better life in a different state with their mama), and the list goes on..none of this even counts what I have put her through.

I hope to be half as strong as my mama one day.

And I have no clue what I am going to do this summer without her. *tears* This is going to be so hard, but I have to do it.

My mama never wore make-up and just went all natural. She had the horriblest bangs when I was growing up that I can remember her hairspraying and teasing every morning. And she always wore these two piece dress suits.

When I became a teenger and my brother and sister went there seperate ways, mama realized how much of a fashonista I was. She went to me to auditions and took me to Florida every other weekend for my modeling classes that I had to go to for my modeling agency. She went with me to every pageant I ever went to and when I had to give it up because I was to sick, she went with me to every doctors visit and sat beside my bed in the hospital for weeks at times when I was admitted.

When I broke everything growing up and had to be on crutches often, my mama took me and picked me up from school. This entitled her having to carry my heavy books in and out of the school evey morning.

My mama is the best thing to ever happen to me and I would be totally devastated if I ended up with any other Mama.

Well, Mama doesnt wear those bangs are those horrible suits anymore, because she developed style right along with me.

I am sure of one thing and one thing only about leaving this summer and that is that I know that no matter what my mama will be able to pick out her own clothes and shoes on her own now, because I taught her well. We do have one teensy weensie little problem, I'm not sure if I can actually get her to go shopping by herself though :(

I told her however if she needed an expert opinion that she could always text me the pictures of her goodies and I could help. That made her feel better :)

So here is my fashionista of a Mama and the woman I can't live without:

Well hello there summer!

After my chaotic day yesterday, I finally made my yummy Mexican Hot Chocolate Cookies.

I borrowed the recipe from When In Rome

Mexican Hot Chocolate Cookies
from When In Rome

Ingredients
2 1/4 Cup all-purpose flour
1/2 Cup unsweetened cocoa powder
2 teaspoons cream of tartar
1/2 teaspoon coarse salt
1 Cup (2 sticks) unsalted butter at room temp.
1 3/4 Cup sugar
2 Large eggs
2 teaspoons cinnamon
1/2 teaspoon chili powder

Preparation
1. Preheat oven to 400 F. In a medium bowl, sift together flour, cocoa, cream of tartar and salt. *note: I didn't sift. I took a whisk and mixed them together till there were no lumps. It always seems to work fine* In a large bowl, using an electric mixer, beat butter and 1 1/2 Cup of sugar (reserve 1/4 sugar) on medium speed until light and fluffy. Scrape down sides of bowl. Add eggs (and vanilla if you'd like) and beat to combine. With mixer on low, gradually add flour mixture and beat till combined.

2. In a small bowl, combine the remaining 1/4 Cup sugar, cinnamon and chili powder. Using heaping tablespoons, form balls of dough and roll in cinnamon sugar mixture. Place balls 3" apart on parchment lined baking sheets. Bake until cookies are set and begin to crack, about 10 minutes.



And sat down with my mom for a Virgin Margarita (she doesn't drink alcohol..it just about killed me to not have alcohol in it, but I'm a big girl and I survived :)

Dontcha like my glass? I got it for Christmas from one of the besties!!

Today was however the start of my summer break and it was a good day. I pulled up our Zumba dances and danced my heart out in the yard.

That's right, I went back out there, but not without running back and forth down my sidewalk with a broom in my hand!!

I also got this little goody in the mail and was extremely happy!!

And then just when I thought my day couldn't get any better, packaged inside my moms package from my sister was a present for me. It was all wrapped up. My sister had been holding it from her honeymoon and was going to give it to me as a late birthday present even after she had done gave me money in NY.

Growing up my sister and me couldn't get along. Things she did hurt me and I did not agree with her actions, but my sister has changed and I love her more than anything in the world. I never want either of us to go through that again.


See the little disco balls :)

Tonight we went shopping for my grandmother's mother's day present and my mom ended up getting a couple new items and a dress to wear to church sunday. You can see the cute outfit she got tomorrow for Fashion Friday, but the dress will have to wait til Sunday :)
(I got a new dress, but I hate trying on stuff and when I got home and put it on, it was really cute but super short. I cant even squat without showing my rear end, so it will be going back and I will be getting the other dress I was trying to decide on or a different size in the dress I had. I also got a new eyeshadow pallet. Its a 96 eye color pallet :) with some really pretty blues and greens that I can't wait to use :)

***I have quite a few more goodies on ebay. My name is cariebaby on there, but here are the item numbers to check out those items:

180501948144
180501949997
180501951377
180501952452
180501955127
180501956150
180501960303
180501961692
180501962828
180501963798


I hope everybody had a wonderful day today :)

Cinco de Mayo gone bad!!

I'll start off by actually telling everyone Feliz Cinco de Mayo! So FELIZ CINCO DE MAYO!!!!!

My day started off pretty good. I got ready in my cute outfit all for Cinco de Mayo and headed to school to take my English exam(which was mucho hard...eeek..we pretty much had to memorize every author in the englis textbook and what he wrote..hmm). On the way to my moms office my friends badluck started making an appearance and she tried to fall down and caught my arm in order to stay up. Luckily no one was around. Then, we went to my favorite resturaunt called Los Vaqueros which is pretty much ran by a group of family and friends (all male).On the way inside they were all staring and we was enjoying it and then she tried to slide down again. She was so embarrassed. She had her usual quesadilla and rice and my mom and me shared a chicken fajita with rice and beans. It was yummy. For dessert we ordered fried icecream on a sopapilla with chocolate syrup, strawberry syrup, honey, and of course cinnamon. It was so yummy. Sorry I wasnt able to take pics then. I left the camera at home.

After lunch, I came home and had planned to bake cookies after taking some pics of my outfit. Unfortunately cookies got put on a hold after I was stuck outside for 3 and 1/2 hours.


(I was so excited to get pictures over with so I could bake yummy cookies :)

(I wasn't enjoying the color blush I put on for the pics, and the heat outside wasnt helping)

(Want you back that thing up?)


(notice the shrubs that line my porch..I would officially like to chop those up and get rid of them ASAP)


(Oh happy day!!)


(And here I was thinking this little dude was going to be the worst of the visitors to visit me today, but no..this next little creaper decided to scare the $#!% out of me!!!)

My dog started to nudge me and I didn't know why.I had my camera sitting on our grill and was pressing buttons to get ready to snap my next picture. I started to look arund trying to figure out what was wrong with Roscoe when next to me not even a foot away in this bush lied this horrible, creapy, terrifying, good for nothing creature)

(Trust me I am very far away, I just have a really good zoom. He would not come out of that bush. I sat outside for 3 and 1/2 freaking hours trying to figure out how to get past him and back into my house. My cell, my keys, everything were inside the house and this evil monster was gearing up to hurt me (or maybe just scare me and make me think he wanted to) if I walked by. He would move to different places inside the bush and stick that long head of his out. And he would turn his head the direction that the dogs and me were. I was sooo scared.)

(I was extremely terrified and didn't know what to do!)

(Not to mention I live in the middle of nowhere and was home alone!)

(I cried my heart out! and I roasted and roasted..I'm a tomato now)

(but remember if you can't go inside because a snake has your trapped out of your house and you can't stop crying, then you can always take pictures of your really cute new shoes. Oh man, I need to repaint those toenails..eek)

(But no matter what, if snakes terrify you and give you nightmares as much as they do me, then I'm pretty sure that no matter what you will still be doing a lot of this)

After 3 hours the snake disappeared and I heard something fall off the house and looked over to see him trying to figure out a way to crawl up my house. Which wasnt happening at all..and a little bit later he completely disappeared. I waited a good thirty minutes before me and the dogs made a break for the porch. Lets just say I got my workout for today and learned how much I love my dogs and even figured out that I can survive tough situations even if I am in really cute heels. They actually were a lot comfortable than most of my shoes :)

On with the story, when I got inside I called my mom and I thought I could hold it together but said these words "Mom, I've been trapped outside for 3 and 1/2 hours." Her reply "Why didn't you call me, what happened, you have a key". "NOOOO, SNake" And I started bawling and bawled through the rest of the story. She sympathized for me because she is equally terriefied, but when I called my dad I had stopped crying and he just laughed at me because I was trying to make sure that darn thing couldnt get in my house!

Now I am off to bake me some yummy cookies and cook me some supper. Lets hope I don't have anymore of my friends bad luck!

outfit:
shirt: Rue 21 $4.99
blue tank: kohls $2.99
pants: thrifted
shoes: Dexter $16.99 (I love payless sometimes, cute shoes, low prices :)
necklace and earrings: Kohls $2.99 each

SNAKE: FREE!!!!!

I think this is the point where Cinco de Mayo becomes Cinco de Drinko! Enjoy your day ladies!

I'm just a bit frazzled...

Oh MY JEEZ!!!!!!!!!!!!This has been a busy week, but guess what? I only have one more final and I am summer bound :) YAY ME!!!! I found out today that I passed the two classes I was a little worried about! I was so excited when I found out that I have 2 A's and 2 B's!! I still have my English final tomorrow, but I know I will have a good grade in there :) I have ll my stuff completed for the DMS program other than going to the doctor for a checkup and getting my shot records. I however had another huge weight lifted off my shoulders when I finally told my mom that I thought it was a good idea to get a check up because I had been having some problems and really needed to get them checked out.

And then we got on the discussion that for now I need to get back on a pill because of the pain and irregularity I've been having. Although I really hate the fact of getting back on it because I was on it from the time I was twelve due to my endometreosis. I've been scared so much with the endometreosis and the length of times I was on all the different bc pills that when I get married and decide to have a baby that I will have problems.

I know call me weird, but I have always had a fear of never meeting my Mr. Right and then I always think what if I do and I can't have a baby because of all my medical issues. It really sucks. I know I shouldn't be worrying about it now, but everytime I see a happy couple and a baby or just a happy couple or just a baby this thought runs through my head. I love children with a passion and would love to have a few of my own one day, but I will deal with this when that day comes.

I'm sorry for starting off all cheerful and turning into a Debbie Downer.

Okay now for a better topic, here is a little peak at what I got mi madre for Mother's day :)



Think she will like?


Heres a few pics from my weekend:






Alright ladies, I'm sorry for getting all moody in this post!

Getting to know Me Sunday :)

1. Are you superstitious?

Very much so..I serously hate the time 2:30 am because thats the time my granny died and Friday the 13th is never my friend. I also have this thing where I think that if I get my hopes up and start planning for the future everything will far apart so I deny what's happening for a while and will completely avoid planning for the future.

2. If you were an animal, what kind would you be?

ZEBRA :)

3. You would never catch me wearing....

A thong bathing suit..NO MAAM..I have a little too much junk in my trunk to be showing everybody. I like to keep the goodies in my trunk out of eyesight.

4. If someone posts a VLOG...do you watch it?

Most of the time.

5. What parts of your body do you wax?

My eyebrows sometimes.

6. Are you a spender or saver?

I spend, but I spend on bargains so I get a lot more.

7. If you were starring in a movie, who would you want to play your leading man/woman?

Hmm, I would go with Sophia Bush.