Oh MY JEEZ!!!!!!!!!!!!This has been a busy week, but guess what? I only have one more final and I am summer bound :) YAY ME!!!! I found out today that I passed the two classes I was a little worried about! I was so excited when I found out that I have 2 A's and 2 B's!! I still have my English final tomorrow, but I know I will have a good grade in there :) I have ll my stuff completed for the DMS program other than going to the doctor for a checkup and getting my shot records. I however had another huge weight lifted off my shoulders when I finally told my mom that I thought it was a good idea to get a check up because I had been having some problems and really needed to get them checked out.
And then we got on the discussion that for now I need to get back on a pill because of the pain and irregularity I've been having. Although I really hate the fact of getting back on it because I was on it from the time I was twelve due to my endometreosis. I've been scared so much with the endometreosis and the length of times I was on all the different bc pills that when I get married and decide to have a baby that I will have problems.
I know call me weird, but I have always had a fear of never meeting my Mr. Right and then I always think what if I do and I can't have a baby because of all my medical issues. It really sucks. I know I shouldn't be worrying about it now, but everytime I see a happy couple and a baby or just a happy couple or just a baby this thought runs through my head. I love children with a passion and would love to have a few of my own one day, but I will deal with this when that day comes.
I'm sorry for starting off all cheerful and turning into a Debbie Downer.
Okay now for a better topic, here is a little peak at what I got mi madre for Mother's day :)
Think she will like?
Heres a few pics from my weekend:
Alright ladies, I'm sorry for getting all moody in this post!
Tuesday, May 4, 2010
I'm just a bit frazzled...
Posted by capperson at 5:29 PM
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8 comments:
suchh a cute little necklace.
i think she'll love it, its like you and her.
and i love the yellow, you look adorable dear.<3
YES! loving the yellow!!! it's one of my favorite colors to wear and look at and you little lady look A-dorable.
as for your worries, here's my advice...don't. i mean, why? it's something you have no idea will happen and no control over. just live in the now and enjoy the moments.
sending prayers your way that you get all health issues under control :) I know far too well how you feel.
PS. Adorable outfit! Youre wearing my favorite favorite color lol!
definitely sending my prayers ur way always stay positive! lately i have been having pain here and there and i'm frightened to get checked but i definitely must get it done!
Good luck on your finals :)-
Your mom is gonna love the gift. It's too adorable not too!!!
aw girl; don't worry about the future. You can't control it and it will be what it is! Live your life now; one stage at a time! I know its hard. I"m way type A and saw my life going a zillion different directions when I was in college. It all seems to pull together; in a very unexpected way!
YOU CUT IT! OMG. You look amazing.
Yellow is your color, girly.
xo
Aw, that owl necklace is precious!
Don't worry...things will work out for you, and whatever happens, happens for a reason! My husband and I decided to NOT have children (for various reasons) and there are SO MANY positive aspects to that.
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