Monday, May 24, 2010

I need a new major :(

Well, it's me again. "Shoulda" known. I hope you wasn't expecting anybody special or anything, if so, I am sorry that I devastated you.

I got some horrible news today. Most of you, who have been following me for a while know that I wanted to be an OBGYN, but I felt that my hands shaked to much for me to actually waste my money to go to school to be a doctor if my hands were going to shake to much to do it. So, I thought and thought and decided on a Sonography program my college had as a two year program. I was going to specialize in ultrasounds on women and pregnant women. I found out today after a year of taking classes for this program that even if I get my degree for the program that I will only ever be able to work at one of the hospitals here in town and nowhere else. I am highly mad and am really upset that I now have to find a new major. My third choice was a Neonatal(sp?) nurse, but I spent my time applying for this program and can't apply for the nursing program. So now, I need a new major. As you can tell I like medical work and children. I just don't know what to do. I would love to just be a stay at home wife and mommy one day, but you know you have to actually meet a guy first and who knows if that guy would even agree with me on doing that. :( I have to live in the now and that is finding a new major by fall, any suggestions?

I also got news that the guy I like that is my sisters husbands bestfriend might be taking a job in GA, while I am going to NC, so I may never actually get the chance to see if there is anything there between us. I guess if he takes it and I never get to see him then it apparently wasnt meant to be.

3 comments:

heather said...

If you were really excited & motivated to do the ultra sound thing you might consider moving to another town.

When I was about where you are in life there was this thing that I REALLY wanted to do. I REALLY wanted to be a massage therapist. But I went with another consideration for a handful of reasons & now I regret not just doing what *I* wanted to do in the first place.

You'll never be unhappy following your passion.

You could also consider becoming a CNM. Those are becoming more and more popular. AND you'd miss the gyno stuff & do only the prenatal care & labor and delivery.

FESI-NOIR said...

Your blog is great!

xx fesi-fashion

bananas. said...

carie, as an older woman (ha!) let me give you advice...don't worry about what hasn't happen, what may happen, or what could've happened. just worry about the now.

basically don't stress off the guy, just focus on the now and the you. that means finding a school program you enjoy. i have a hard time thinking there is nothing else for you to study.

good luck sweetie!

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