Move, get out my way!

*This is a little different than my usual posts, so please don't be offended by my angry choice of words! I apologize in advance!*



*You may get DELAYED to reach your targets.
But every step you take towards your target is EQUAL to victory.*

That quote above is the truth. You see you never know whats blocking your journey to whats right. You could be on the right path and at any moment have the devil put a bolder in the way. I too have been hit with many bolders. And honestly they SUCK! You see I came across *controlling crazy ex boyfriend* who I thouht I was leaving to go on along on my journey to find what was right, but you see when I gt back on my path, I was hit with another bolder. This bolder a little bigger with a few more hills to get over. I first saw *Corbin Bleu* and thought it was love at first sight, couldn't walk past him without staring deep into those beautiful eyes and then I finally got my chance to talk to that gorgeous boy and he acted interested, but beautiful *Corbin Bleu* had a girl, a very pretty girl. I hung out with him one last time and went on my way. You see I couldnt compete with that girl. Tall, skinny, tan, dark haired, gorgeous girl. Nope, this little short, slightly overweight, pale, freckled face, blue eyed girl could not compete with that. Then I decided that *Mr. Crabs* was the perfect man, but he didn't want a relationship, he just wanted a little something on the side and now that he's actually single, just someone to call on Saturday nights because he has no one else. No son, I'm not that girl. I fell for you and you only drug me along making me think I was going to be your girl. And *Java* I want to give you a big F*** YOU!!! Let me tell you what *Java* did. This brave heart of a BOY decided to not only try to make me do something I didnt want to, but got mad and went after my friend. When she wouldnt do it things got nasty. Then on Saturday night she went over to visit, because I wouldn't because God told me not to and not to let her go over there. So she went with me only I found out later that when I dropped her off at her house at one something she left and went visiting. But you see she has bolders too and *Java* was even meaner this time. He fought and fought for what he wanted but when he didnt get it he says "You know this is why I don't talk to you and Carie anymore". Well Mr. Java eFFFF you!!!! Not everybody wants that 24/7, some people would like to actually wait for the right person and actually be in relationships with people instead of going around sleeping with every Tom, Dick, and Harry. You are no longer a nice guy in my eyes! Needless to say, we will probably never be going over there ever again! Anyways sometimes the bolders are there for you to learn lessons and I believe that this was our lesson. We had a big discussion and have decided that maybe we had both been holding back so long because we thought that they were what we wanted and honestly they are not, in any way. So we sat there and we thought and we have discovered that maybe we weren't give others the chance. She realized that maybe she really does like someone else and she has been denying it because of them and hopefully now she can move on. I have and I am so happy. I was very scared Monday night when I went to the movies with *JC* but he proved to me that he was a real gentleman and I am sooo happy with him. So ladies when a bolder is thrown along your path, never give up, just keep on trucking and knock that bolder right out of the way, because I promise that someting wonderful is waiting on the other side. You may not realize it now, but you will realize it one day and be so happy that you made it past those bolders.


Alright well sorry for getting so moody and preachy on all of you! I hope I didnt scare you all off!