Not this time and I need your vote!!

Hey ladies,

I'm sorry I've been such a debby downer!! I just always think things are going great and then it's like something slaps me in the face and apparently this something just does NOT know me because this girl right here never runs from a fight. I will not back down and I will not give up. I will make the right decision for me and I will do what I have to do to become somebody.

On another note, well kind of the same note, my brother brought my sis in law this:

{Paid in Full}
What really, really pisses me off is the
A. His wife doesn't even trust him. While he was talking to the people and sending my mom the check to take to the people so she could pick it up and the car be here when they came up next weekend as her Birthday suprise, she started accusing him for the 3rd time since they have been married of cheating. She has some major trust issues. He informed her that she was going to feel really low, but he was just going to go ahead and tell her what he was doing. I hope it made her feel pretty darn bad. I mean sooner or later you have to get a grip and stop having trust issues. Stop blaming your man for your ex's mistakes. Leave those mistakes back there in the past with that ex.
B. My parents pay for my brothers car because they signed with him to get it when he went through his divorce forever and like 5 years ago and he still will not take over the payments although he makes a freaking arm and a leg. I mean you can by a lexus straight out, hello can you pay for "Your" car and stop making my parents pay for it. I mean I can't get mine fixxed because they are paying an arm and a leg for his car every month. I can't even mention it without getting chewed out and then my parents won't let me get a job because they don't want my classes to slip so, IDK. It's frustrating.
C. He's rubbing it in!! And he loves to pick on my car! GRR

Last but not least, It is most def. time for a hair change!! I'm thinking a little snip snip and a little dye dye!!!

A little snip snip like one of these (vote please)



or grow it out and then cut it like the one below







and a little dye, a little something like this (vote pertty plz?)

{A little red like this?}

{A little highlight like this?}

{A crazy fun mix of brown with red at the bottom and upunder}

{A little darker, like this?}
Or anything else you think would look good on me!!

Well I love all of the support you all have given me these past few days and I want each and everyone of you to know that I absolutely love my blogging friends!!!