Wee Bit Wednesday!!

{one} have you ever fainted?
yep, when I had my wisdom teeth taken out. I passed out in the bathroom but we don't know why..lol

{two} what is your favorite casino game?
texas hold'em..I'm not big on casino games...I was learning how to play poker with my sister, brother in law, and steven last summer, but it's been so long I don't think I remember to much about it..lol

{three} do you have a good sense of direction?
Yes, I can be asleep on the way somewhere and my parents will wake me up to tell them which way to go and I can just about tell you from the turns where we are at, but I look up just in case..lol

{four} laptop or desktop?
laptop

{five} what is your go-to hair style when having a bad hair day?
pull my hair back down the center with bobbypins

{six} do you read the newspaper on a daily basis?
nope, I watch the news a little at lunch time. Facebook usually keeps me up to date..haha...well that and my father :P

{seven} do you have a favorite celebrity chef?
Paula Dean and Rachael Ray

{eight} what tv show would you like to make a guest appearance on?
One Tree Hill

{nine} do you have satellite radio in your car?
Not in mine, but mom has it in hers and sadly I drive hers more than mine.

{ten} what was the last movie that made you cry?
Dear John, when I watched it again the other night at the grandparents..it always gets me..lol

What I'm Loving Wednesday!!

That my birthday was yesterday! I turned the big 2 0!!!!


That my bestie got me this cute hat for my bday along with a lot of other cute goodies and yumminess that I don't need! hehe oh well..its a gift :)

It says: It's my Birthday!!

My cute bday shoes I brought from Kohl's over the weekend! LOVE!!!

Escuse my bad pedicure...I was in a hurry..oops!

Forgive me for the photosession that follows..I was trying to see if 20 looks any different on me!!





Songs I'm loving!!!








I'm loving that I get to wake up to some yummy chocolate cracker barrel coffee thanks to the biffle!

I'm loving that this weekend I get to celebrate my bday with a trip to the lake. Including a picnic, fishing, tubing, boat riding, tanning, talking, having a good time, and cheesecake! Plus a hike for exercise :)

I'm loving that a huge weight has been lifted off of my shoulders and I feel like I am on the right track and doing what I am called to do :)

I'm loving that mi madre took me shopping over the weekend and I got lot's of cute outfits, the shoes above, and these cute blue suede heels by candy's :)

I'm also loving that we celebrated my church's 20th year this past Sunday. I can't believe the church and me get to celebrate our birthday's together. :)

I'm loving so, so much this week, but to save you from the boredum I will stop here. What are you loving this week?

I'm not loving that I had my hopes up for this pretty yellow dress (the color I'm loving this year) that was on the cover of the belks weekly sale catalog and when I got there to get it, it wasn't as pretty in person as it was in the pics. Now I have no clue what dress I want for Easter. What are you planning to wear?

Today is my Birthday..

I can cry if I want to!!!!


Today is the big 2 0 for me!!!


I'm not sure if I'm excited about that or what, but either way, YAY me!!!

****SIGH****

...of relief!!!

I am happy to say that after a lot of thinking and crying and praying I have come to a decision about school.

After sitting down and talking to my mom (and crying) and making list after list after list I have come to the conclusion that I would like to major in Social Work with a minor in Psychology. I would do it the other way around, but due to the fact that I can graduate with my Associates in Social Work or Psychology at the end of Fall semester and I have a better chance of getting a job with an associates in Social Work, I have decided to graduate with a Social Work degree so that I can work while going to school to become a Case Worker or a Psychologist or ahmmmhmmm...Both..lol.

I feel like a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders. I have always had a calling to help people and when I was younger this was what I wanted to be. Except, I wanted to be an art therapist. I think this is meant for me.

I am so happy to finally be able to rest tonight without having to stress about what move to make next!

(I know this is boring to all of you, but it's a milestone for me!!)

"Hoo", What, When, and "Wear" :P

So what is a girl like me to do during Spring Break while it's raining? hmmmm....Oh, of course..Shop!!! Here are some of my new cute finds I added to my jewelry collection!!


{Does your chain hang low?}



{I'm obsessed with owls, bows, and two finger rings}


That's not all that I brought considering I did have to go buy new handy dandy black flippy floppers because some hephers stole my shoes while I was out on the beach with my friends one night..ugh! But, I'm in love with those so I had to post!!

And just because I've seen this little bad boy floating around blogs and I thought it would be fun to show everybody how true to my side of the country I am:



I promise I will make it all the way over to California one day :)

Well I didnt get in....

I knew I wasn't going to get in again, but getting that letter in the mail still really sucks. I feel like I am just wasting my time. I don't even believe that it is what I want to do anymore so why care. I really want a huge change in my life. I want a new town, but I want someone to go with me. I don't want to go alone. The bestie didn't get her letter today, but maybe she will get hers tomorrow. She said she probably isn't going to get in either, but she possibly could. She has a better GPA than me.

Honestly I felt like I have been pushed into this major after my original major's program lost it's accredidation and I believe that although I always wanted to be a Midwife that nursing is really not the thing for me. I have no clue what I want to do, but this just doesn't feel right and after 2 attempts to get into the program at my college I think it's safe to say that it just isn't meant to be.

So now what do I do?

I really want to move to Tampa where my brother lives. I want a change of scenery, preferably with a beach. There I atleast have someone I know and if my friend doesn't get into nursing program she has family that lives there also. But then, we have the dilemma of out of state tuition. I would be okay with taking a break from school, but if I mentioned taking time off from school it would be completele suicide. I honestly am at a loss and have absolutely no idea what to do. I'm beyond stressed and all I've wanted to do the past few days is cry! I'm completely lost!!!

And I really don't want to have this discussion later with my Mom because she is pushing me to go about an hour away to a college and try to get into the nursing program there. Honestly, I don't want to. Odds are I won't get in there either and I will just end up stuck at a stand still there to.

***Side-note: She just called and is already pushing the application for the other college on me!!!!***

Why do I have to be the one that doesn't know what to do with my life? And why is it such a crime to just need a break from school?

Lehhhgo ;)

I've been doing a lot of thinking and a lot of decision making. I however do believe that I could use some back-up insight on my plans!

Anyways, I have been on spring break the past week which was absolutely amazing. I will post pics as soon as the bestie gets them posted and sent to me.

Certain circustances have gotten one of my besties and me doing a lot of thinking and we have made some decisions. Due to the fact that we have both tried before to get into the nursing program at our small college and have both gotten denied and we have recently taken the test again and reapplied and should get results back next week, which we both are pretty sure that we will be denied again due to the large amount of people applying to get into the small program.

We have two choices. We can go to a college thats about an hour away and let our parents help us out with an apartment and try to juggle a job and nursing..eek! Could be what we have to do.

Or we could get a job as soon as we get our letter and take off for the summer or continue to do a few online classes and then do what we have really been wanting to do and work until we save up enough money to move to Tampa (where my brother and his family lives, but not with his family) and take online classes at the school we are going to until we can transfer to a college there and continue our classes. Or we can go ahead and graduate at the end of summer semester with a degree until we decide to go on with our educution.

It's a lot of decision making, but we both really want a change of scenery, preferable Tampa with the beach. We also both know that as long as we stay here we will depend on our parents and we need to learn to do things on our own. We also are tired of this small town drama and know that we will not be able to get away from our exes and the drama this town has until we move somewhere else, atleast for a little while. Not to mention, I don't fit in here. We love to dress up and even adding heels to an outfit on Friday nights or even wearing a dress gets you stared at the whole time. I need somewhere bigger, somewhere better where I can be myself and be accepted for who I am. I honestly believe that this is really what we need!

Do you think I am out of my mind or do you think I am on to something? What would you suggest me do?