Lehhhgo ;)

I've been doing a lot of thinking and a lot of decision making. I however do believe that I could use some back-up insight on my plans!

Anyways, I have been on spring break the past week which was absolutely amazing. I will post pics as soon as the bestie gets them posted and sent to me.

Certain circustances have gotten one of my besties and me doing a lot of thinking and we have made some decisions. Due to the fact that we have both tried before to get into the nursing program at our small college and have both gotten denied and we have recently taken the test again and reapplied and should get results back next week, which we both are pretty sure that we will be denied again due to the large amount of people applying to get into the small program.

We have two choices. We can go to a college thats about an hour away and let our parents help us out with an apartment and try to juggle a job and nursing..eek! Could be what we have to do.

Or we could get a job as soon as we get our letter and take off for the summer or continue to do a few online classes and then do what we have really been wanting to do and work until we save up enough money to move to Tampa (where my brother and his family lives, but not with his family) and take online classes at the school we are going to until we can transfer to a college there and continue our classes. Or we can go ahead and graduate at the end of summer semester with a degree until we decide to go on with our educution.

It's a lot of decision making, but we both really want a change of scenery, preferable Tampa with the beach. We also both know that as long as we stay here we will depend on our parents and we need to learn to do things on our own. We also are tired of this small town drama and know that we will not be able to get away from our exes and the drama this town has until we move somewhere else, atleast for a little while. Not to mention, I don't fit in here. We love to dress up and even adding heels to an outfit on Friday nights or even wearing a dress gets you stared at the whole time. I need somewhere bigger, somewhere better where I can be myself and be accepted for who I am. I honestly believe that this is really what we need!

Do you think I am out of my mind or do you think I am on to something? What would you suggest me do?