good things fall apart so better things can fall together :)

Well he pulled the last strings last night. Apparently everything is my fault and he said some things that cut off all of my feelings for him. I'm through. He can contact me if he wants to talk, but I'm DONE. I could care less if I ever talked to him again.

On another note, my mom asked about everything yesterday. I told her. And then today I'm thinking I just had a bladder infection or uti because today I dont feel weird and I'm back to normal, I'm just patiently waiting. I think maybe tonight or tomorrow might be the lucky day. Maybe it was stress.

And now the rest of the story!!!

In 9th grade my friends and I would rush to lunch. We would hit up the snack machines and go outside and sit on the steps. There was a computer classroom near where we would always sit. There was these two boys who my friends and I had a crush on. One was nicknamed Chad Michael Murray because thats who he looked at and the other was called Star because his name was Patrick. They would hold notes up to the window at us and we would do the same to them. It was soo much fun. I was practically in love with David who was the CMM guy. Well I didnt know he noticed me outside of that classroom during lunchtime. I was a freshman and he was a senior so I didn't even try to talk to him outside of there. Well a few days ago, after the break-up we started talking. Last night we started talking at 8 or 9 and talked until 3 this morning. He remembers all of it. The letters and everything. He said they used to rush to get to that class because they never knew what we was going to do next. He remembers me playing the tuba and said I was adorable toting that big ol thing around althought I totally disagree. I looked ROUGH!!! The best thing is that he likes me too. I never would have thought in a million years that I would have stayed up last night talking to that boy of all people. It's amazing how things happen. I'm excited to see where we go from here.