Please give your opinion

I was going to wait until tomorrow to do this post, but I can't! Tomorrow might be to late. I can't let that happen. (This one gets kind of personal, so if you are easily offended, please don't read)

I never knew I could fall in love so fast. Thats right, I've fallen head over heels for that boy. Usually I'm the one that finds every little reason to run in the first couple of weeks. That didn't happen this time. Instead everytime I talked to him or saw him I fell even harder. He makes me smile just by saying one simple word. He makes me smile just by seeing him. I still get butterflies on the way to see him and I know I never want to lose him. He text everyday and was always telling me he missed me and that he loved me. That's right he fell for me too. When I was sick, he was sad because he couldn't see me and he didn't like that I was sick so he did something bad and if you refer to an earlier post you can see that he now has a dui :( Well it didn't stop us from seeing each other, though we couldn't see each other everyday anymore because he lives so far from me and works until 8 or 9 at night. I would go every other day and school didn't make it any easier. I would also go see him during his lunch break. Well, one day Morgan and I met him for his lunch break and he slipped up and said something about him being my husband. That opened a new conversation with us and he told me about how he wanted to marry me one day and wanted to take me wherever he went. Well one night I spent the night instead of coming all the way home at 2 in the morning because the deer are really bad. It was his decision. It was an amazing night, but some things happened that I believed changed everything and no I'm not talking sex, I'm talking more than that. Something was forgotten and although he said that's not what's bothering him, I believe it is. Anyways things were okay the rest of the night. He pulled out old pics and showed me his daughter when she was born and all through her couple of years and he showed me his family and him when he was little. The last picture in the album was of his cousin all bruised up. She is about 4 in the picture. I asked what happened and he told me about how he was really upset because a drunk driver had hit them and he was so angry at himself for driving like that that night. Then he told me how bad he really wanted to be in the army, but now had to wait because of his mistake. He showed me his folder full of all his stuff to study for the test, you military women know what I'm talking about. Then, as we were laying there trying to fall asleep I told him about how I say crazy things when I'm trying to go to sleep because I'm so tired. So he started aking me questions playing around. He kept asking me if I would go to him to different places and then he asked would I go with him if he went ot Afganistan and I replied, "I don't believe they allow your wives to go there with you." He got the answer he was looking for and made a big deal about it saying oh really your going to be my wife and said he wanted that and liked that.Anyways, everything was okay that night and the next day when I saw him during his lunch break was okay also. But, the day after that I was supposed to go eat lunch with him, but I forgot it was a Wednesday so I told him that I couldnt. Well after his lunch break he texted me acting funny. He was asking crazy questions like did I think we were good together and all this stuff. He said he thought we was as did I, but why would he have asked that. Then he was acting really down and was like what if I'm not sure I want to get married or what I want to do with my life and I told him right now was right now and forever didn't matter for now. Well I wasn't getting the cute texts for a while and I was really worried. I went to his house Thursday night because I knew I couldnt see him Friday because of the party. Everything was fine. He acted like something was bothering him, but he didnt act like it was me. He still smiled like he was in love with me and played and held me like he loved me. On my way home he texted normal like he was doing before that one day and he made sure I knew he loved me. He even calls me nerd and drew a picture with nerd in different colors and sent it to me on my ride home. Well he hasnt called me nerd since that night and he has acted down again. He went to his sisters Friday night after work while I partied. We texted a little bit, but he said he just didnt feel good. Well his cars been out of commision for a while and like me his is big car person and loves his car more than anything, so while he was working yesterday his dad went to look at yet another motor for his car and yet again he was let down, so he was really upset. Last night I bit the bubble when he texted me to say he was off, but didnt tell me to call like usual. I asked if he wanted to and he said no that he just wanted to text because he had a bad day and was upset. I asked him was it me and he said no, not at all. I then asked was we going to be okay and he said yes. I was very scared, so I was like am I losing you and he said no it was just that he was upset about his life and felt like he was working for nothing because his car was never going to get fixxed. He was really upset. I told him I would ask around and he was like don't bother. I was like I'm sorry and told him I just wanted him happy and he said that he knew and he was sorry for being so down. I ended up going on to bed and so did he. Today he is still texting funny. I asked him if I could see him tonight and he was like Idk. He used to ask me that question. Then before I could say anything about it he said that his dad had gotten him a new car. I asked him was he happy and he was like no because its not MY car. I then said I was sorry and he was like its kool. So I bit the bullet agan and was like are we falling apart because I'm really not ready to lose you and he said No your not losing me. So I ask you all this, what should I do? I love the boy more than I think I've ever loved anyone. He makes me soooo happy and I don't want to let this go. Do you think after he actually sees the car he might be okay? Do you think that maybe he just needs time to think all that throuh? Do you think the dui is weighing down on him? Or is it that we moved too fast? or Is it that mistake we made that one night? Do you think me and him will be okay? I need you all more than anything right now. I don't know what to do. I feel like I'm falling apart.